why am I alive?

why the fuck am i alive? i have nothing to live for. what keeps me going? once we are dead we are done. there is no after life. so why does this life matter..... it doesnt. everything we do is pointless. college, making a family, loving people, work, friends.... its all pointless. fuck

My Thought Process

what makes it so easy to relate to song?
i can find a song that goes along with how im feeling, what im going through, and pretty much anything else you can think of.

lets see.

im in love with a stripper -T PAIN
walking disaster -Sum 41
the science of selling yourself short -less than jake
i miss you -blink 182