Friday, June 12, 2009

why am I alive?

why the fuck am i alive? i have nothing to live for. what keeps me going? once we are dead we are done. there is no after life. so why does this life matter..... it doesnt. everything we do is pointless. college, making a family, loving people, work, friends.... its all pointless. fuck

1 comment:

  1. Don't take your life for granted. Life is a beautiful thing, but you need to help make it that way. You were doing so good and you seemed so happy. I know you don't want to talk about this stuff, especially with me...but, what changed? Maybe if you thought about why you've become this way you could do something or do whatever it was that made you happy before. I care about you and I don't want to see you this way, it hurts me and I know it must hurt you even more.